Here I am, if you care!

twilight zone music

2006-02-06T03:56:31Z

You Have Now Enterd The Twilight Zone, Where normal things dont happen very often.

*sigh*

Is it me? well. . . does it matter? I wish, you know, I wish I matterd.

its ok. . . I was about to do something stupid.

I wish it, just I, you know. . . was different. because you are so awsome, awsomer then you give yourself credit for. and. . . I thought. . . or wasnt thinking. . . that maybe, just maybe. things would be different, you know. . . yah. . .

i'm sorry. . .i'm proably making a big deal about it, its ok.

If The Anwser is no
Can I change your mind?

Day 4

This Is For You

2006-02-05T05:04:25Z

:-D

stupid bingo

2006-02-05T04:49:21Z

This was today, will remain today. . . and will for every be today. If you walk outside you might get sunburnd. If you run too fast you might cough like a old man. No cutting corners, i'm going for the top of the steps.

so many things. . .

And the clouds coverd up Orion, and your not there. not here. somewhere else. . .

so. . . if you stop to think about it. . . it hurts. . .

i'm in a nice mood! bet that makes you happy

Day 3

Understand?

2006-02-04T07:39:30Z

:D :) :/ :( :[ >:[ :{ :,(. . .:D

She Kept it

2006-02-04T05:09:56Z

WEEE. . . .

2006-02-03T04:39:02Z

I havent smiled this much in a long time. . .

Click. . .

Its febuary. . . cant you tell?

Damn. . . no warning

2006-01-31T13:42:34Z

I woke up this morning, and I thought of you.

how ironic, because it was the last thing I thought of before I went to sleep.

this wont end well, I already screwed it up

hehehehehe for reasons I cant explane

2006-01-30T04:37:55Z

I feel emo. . .

Damn. . .

two complealy different things

2006-01-28T07:22:15Z

sweet dreams .....

now for the other random thing

"you just made her day mr. harris"
"i'm glad, she has made many of my days"

that quote made me feel like I'm not working hard enough for him

whatever

2006-01-28T00:44:56Z

I feel crushed

I wonder if you saw the blank look on my face today.

I ment. . . to smile. . . at you. . . but. . . I couldn't, and I looked at you with the blank stare.

I'm sure you didnt enjoy in

endofapath @ 2006-01-23T22:03:00

2006-01-24T05:03:31Z

thank you so much

Arg. . .

2006-01-22T04:04:53Z

Fight Club

now how do I explane this in 4 mesures?

something I memorized about a year ago

2006-01-22T02:20:26Z

If you have tears, prepare to shed them now.
You all do know this mantle: I remeber
The frist time ever Caesar put it on;
'T was on a summer's evening, in his tent,
That day he overcame the Nervii:
Look, in this place ran Cassuis' dagger Through:
See what a rent the envious Casca made:
Through this the well-beloved Brutus stabb'd;
And as he pluck'd his cursed steel away,
Mark how the blood of Caesar follow'd it,
As rushing out of doors, to be resolved
If Brutus so unkindly knock'd, or no:
For Brutus, as you know, was Caesar's angle:
Judge, O you gods, how dearly Caesar loved him!
This was the most unkindest cut of all

change the names and it still hurts as bad

yep. . . thats about it

2006-01-22T01:57:40Z

I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

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breath

2006-01-21T06:57:42Z

its to much I have to admit.

and this are different than, well. . .

Fakin a smile.

Emo stands for Emotional

I dont wanna get all Emotional righ now.

I needed my Ipod yesterday, it was the only way to stand it.

CFoD, the pills are easyer to swallow when you have water.

Thristy for something.

its. . .

2006-01-19T04:37:10Z

Wow. . .

It was like beeing stabed with a knife, them twisting it.

*sigh* Painfully amazing

I love color quiz

2006-01-18T04:47:14Z

I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Needs a peaceful environment. Wants release from s..."

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Goodnight

what do you do?

2006-01-15T23:11:28Z

what do you do when nothing makes sence, and you wish that things could go your way for once.

You run. . . You run. . . walk. . . Run. . . Run. . . "lead" other people in running, feel like a jackass cause you went to fast. go home, sleep, wake up. . . and feel a cripling pain in your legs that makes you unable to walk. . .

then you go outside and walk alot. . .

I plan on running later today

Oo just SO dandy

2006-01-15T04:43:03Z

Tell no one eh?

Bullshit

A nice smile

2006-01-13T03:27:08Z

How do I say thank you, or is thank you enough for you, and for what am i thanking you for you, and why do I feel so compelled to thank you.

I relized sometime today how much everone ment to me, ever single person

Thanks

2006-01-12T05:05:56Z

thank you so much.

It may be a two-way road, but I atleast have to travle on it

axe to the english laguage

well ok!

2006-01-10T04:05:30Z

mildly flustered. . .

Leave an anonymous post saying everything you wanted to tell me, but never had the courage, the heart, or the nerve to tell me.

Vent all your emotion, good or bad, in that anonymous post.

crap. . .?

2006-01-09T03:30:57Z

Believe me, Natalie
Listen Natalie
This is your last chance to find
A go-go dance to disco now
Please believe me, Natalie
Listen Natalie
This is your last chance to find
A go-go dance to disco now

Forget what they said in Soho
Leave the oh-no's out
And believe me, Natalie
Listen Natalie
This is your last chance

There is an old cliche
Under your Monet, baby
Remember the arch of roses
Right above your couch
Forget what they said in Soho
Leave the oh-no's out
Yes, there is an old cliche
Under your Monet, baby

You left the station now to the floor
With speculation, what was it for?
In that old hallway
Moses, why don't you say
You've been away for a long time

Believe me, Natalie
This is your last chance
To find a go-go
Forget what they said in Soho
And walk away
If my dreams for us can't get you through
Just one more day
It's alright by me

God help me somehow
There's no time for survival left
The time is now...
Cause this might be your last chance
To disco, oh-oh

Have you ever wonderd what would be said when you died? who would come out of the woodwork to visit you when your gone? its not a sick thought, its just a thought. I never said I wanted to die, just wanted to think.

I remeber thinking how people would say things I never said and smile about stories I hated. I remeber thinking in that moment how I wanted to make a impact on someones life. My life would be compleat if I showed someone where to go, how to be happy, how to be proud, how to have something to give their hearts too.

Tomarrow might be too late, you might not have tommarrow, tomarrow might never come, tomarrow never comes.

this might be your last chance to disco.

"life is a wisp in the span of time, quick to appear, quick to leave, barly visable, but you can become visable if you really wanted too"

stop being so damn gloomy all the time, things will work out.*points to myself*

If I took my own advice I would be better off

endofapath @ 2006-01-08T14:14:00

2006-01-08T21:14:29Z

That was way weird, for some reason my "Snow" userpic was deleated and replaced with a picture of trumpet kaite. . . that was way freaky

blah blah blah blah

2006-01-08T02:55:08Z

I wrote everything down, but it was stupid and it was pontless and it was me.

[Censored]ing hell. Why cant I understand anything.

I feel stuck in a perpetural game of packman with myself.